Do you know how it feels to be dead inside?

I have been dead inside for a long time and still look like life can’t change at all. I have not yet done whatever I want, like, and would like to do. Sometimes I go through a rough path that, if other people, went through. I am truly sure most of them would have committed more suitable than living a poor life. And I am coming to believe that’s the deep reason why some wish to end their lives, as they don’t want…