Who will define everything you dream of when you left yourself behind and work on others’ processes?

Ayuel Monykuch
3 min readMar 8, 2022

To stand by yourself is very important, meaningful and the greatest to-do on your path, and you must first do it for yourself. I think it’s very meaningful to stand by your person, who will define everything you dream of, “mean to define Yourself first”. You can make a lot of mistakes in this life, in this world and the importance is, you must learn from them, experience from them, and build a new person through them. Because you have already had strengths and weaknesses, I’ve always been very self-reflective, and I’m aware that everything wasn’t always perfect as I thought.

But that’s how it was and that’s also part of our life, my life, through the numerous solutions, I have learned to reflect, analyze the situations, and ask myself if what I said, did feel right or if I’m doing things differently “Healthier/Better” could have been solved. This ability to think about and evaluate such things can be learned and understood.

It becomes more, more, and more important to me the further I progress in my development. Today, I have reached the point where I no longer deny my sickness and all the situations that I have in the past to anyone. This topic is especially relevant when it comes to friend help, career investigation, or assistance. I’m no longer ready to tell an untruth and deny my disease.

All that has been mine never again will I get a job by “Hiding” facts, and then when it turns out I suffer from mental illness, get fired, kicked out. I’m too unhappy for that now. I don’t need this humiliation, I am not worth being reduced to my requirement, situation, and condition. If the utility company thinks it requires robots, then please without me. I am a human with emotions and not a machine that maximizes profits faster, quicker, and better.

Times have changed extra and more people are no longer willing to work in adverse working conditions. The fact that earnings maximization and capitalism are not the solutions must be clarified by now. The exploitation of many for the benefit of maximizing wealth less. The system is going to collapse, It’s only a matter of time now. Rising inflation is just a symptom of a sick system.

Now, I don’t want to brag about my opinion on the economic future. For me, it was known early on that one day I will work on myself basis, work basic and that has become even clearer to me in the last few months. It still takes time, knowledge, learning, and preparation, but I am confident. I won’t hide behind a facade.

I am now ready to become what has always been there deep down in my person. The seed has long been sown, water is the source of growth. At this moment, I am growing. The blossom will soon open and glow in full splendor. I still nourish myself through aids, The day when I bloom from myself will come. Might as well close this blog now. She is also a part of my life, who makes me hustle so hard and I hope, she is always encouraging other people in their life.

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Ayuel Monykuch

David Ayuel Monykuch Arop || also known as Ayuel Monykuch, is a South Sudanese Public Figure, entrepreneur, SM expert, media personality, & digital consultant.